...UNHAPPY CHILDREN...

...very confusing lately...可能太多“或许”，“可能”，“不可能”...我也不知道到底想要的是什么...随缘也不是象想像中说的那么容易...世界就是那么小...象碰碰车一样很容易就互相都撞到...似乎除了越来越embarrasing...好像什么其余的都装不出来...乱得有些开心...也很明显最后会是一样得结局...最后谁都不是，谁也不是...

...Francis Alys' "Sometimes Making Something Leads to Nothing" has been translated in my way as another version...Edinburgh was nice...all the big stones and strong wind blow my dust away...fresh add in are a new sexy iMac, a new flat+my studio room, new Antony, new Andrew Bird, and lots of new shows.....Lindsay Seer, William Furlong, Dominique, Siobhan Davis and the finally arrived Dan Graham!.............thinking maybe some more freshness and new stuff should coming too,,,such as new developed photos from Edinburgh, some more new music, some more shows to go, most important is some more new idea for works to progress.........by the way, finally we are in Spring!

just realised that i kept on lying about the fact that I am not crazy about Woody Allen's films but just crazy about Woody Allen!......as his films all showing the originality of himself......as i am crazy about people showing that originality for whatever they do......

Antony & The Johnsons

...原本结束10月的无休止劳累之后以为可以写个句号...后来发现：impossible!...承认事实算了...不过至少最近还是have been a lot of fun...fun people,,,fun events,,,and don't get jealous about my lots of free drinks!...第四个年头,,,London finally start turning the new page for me...lots of happening...lots of new friends,,,new strangers...其实都没所谓...不真实的存在感是活得有意思的...跟Netia的关系似乎不错,,,下个show在二月,,,刚收到Mikrokosmos的相片,,,才收到,,,

...有时后觉得自己还是lucky的...在经常性的无端挣扎之后总有雨后的小春笋...



...越来越不知道该说什么了...眨眨眼睛得了...走很远了...那些异地的见闻听起来像故事不像家...那么多东西都越来越有所谓,,,我是越来越没所谓了...今天惊讶的发现一些人走很远了,,,都走到走样儿了...视力还真不好...可能我走样儿也走得厉害...镜子的另一边才能看到吧?!...大家都走远了...各自走好...